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I Still Wish

I still wish for the day
when we meet
At least to exchange two words,
The words of our days.
those of grief & happiness,
Of our separation
And the words which cover
all the time that rolled without you.

You don't know how
I passed my days
and the nights changing its sides
just thinking of you
every bit each second
Neither of mine nor of you
All which passed but you don't know how.

When the time was getting longer
seconds to hours and hours to years
I had hope
A hope in you, in the god and the moments.
When under the full-moon light
My tears were kissing my lips
and then falling on the ground,
you were digging my heart
But the wind
blew away you with my red shell
sadly to the road I didn't know.

I tried
to find you
In the heaven or the hell
or the fruits which had dried
No success but still hope
aroused in me every time.
Then I searched my red vessel
But that too had gone empty
just without you.

But I have hope I have wish
Someday I will meet you
at least to exchange two words
which will open to you my heart
to show you my gratitude
for coming in my life and leading my dreams
for drawing my paths and lining the rivers
for being my hope
And for being my love....

                                                         --- VIKASH KUMAR




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